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12.25.2011
homosexually frustrated posted at 12/25/2011 06:57:00 PM

I just thought he'd appreciate not having to force himself to be the one doing all the work in bed--when I try to make a move, he stops me all the time, then later on jokes about how I do the same thing over and over again, or how I don't make an effort to please him when I do.

The annoying part is that I already tied him up, had him do no work, did everything and the whole time he kept on laughing, really putting my libido down. Frustrating. How am I supposed to figure out what he wants in bed if he won't let me in the first place? And I'm tired of just lying down there--I mean fine if that's what he wants, why not, but not when he says I'm a bad lover, because I have it in good faith that I'm not. 

Lesson learned, I won't force him. I'm just going to take what I can instead, I'd rather not fight over this. It's tiring.

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posted by triggered_shot  # 12/25/2011 06:57:00 PM
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