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If you have to know, it's like you shoot me and I keep shooting blanks in the dark. Your mouth is a gun, and your actions the bullets. Sometimes I remember when I was a drifter with a gun. // Bipolar II and 22, loving is harder when you're always closer to the edge.

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12.01.2011
meet mario: posted at 12/01/2011 04:36:00 PM



If anything I'm just glad I've got a partner who tries to understand me the best he can, at least. Sometimes I just wish he'd tell me what he feels honestly though. It's hard when I feel that I have to keep on second guessing what he feels like, it kind of makes it difficult to cope with the relationship and my insecurities keep coming out when I have to deduce what he feels. Is this selfish though? I just want to keep him healthy and not have him handle my episodes--because they're mine.


While I'll acknowledge that starting this relationship with him flicked that trigger, I regret nothing--if this is the price it took to chase happiness with him, someone I hope is the one I can spend the rest of my life with, then I couldn't be happier.

I just want to make it easier for him--for us.
I hope we work out.




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